English language is not yet so developed so as to express emotions explicitly. As a matter of fact, no language is. The language of truth is flat and insipid; it fails to express fine touches of sensuality and delicate fibres of likings and caring which wake you up at midnights. I speak to you the same truth, but also want you to know that those de3licate fibres matrix my thoughts and deeds. Liking is the first step towards loving someone. Sometimes some people take decisions that are irrational, and as a consequence shed more tears than joy enjoyed. I am rational enough to smile more than tears shed, and i expect you to be rationaler than me and pay heed to everything listened, but filter them using your own wisdom. After all, we are as Nature made us, and nature never does anything for the hack of doing it. It is ultimate reason and rationality. The best teacher to learn anything from!
As far as Nature’s plans and decisions for me are concerned, I never wanted to hear them; though a person accessed to it surprises me. However it troubles me better than surprising me. So I prefer a safer distance. If someone superior has already written our destiny, I at least want to be under the impression that I wrote mine myself.
In link to yesterday, i would like to say- I am sorry! I was unable to decipher what you wanted to know and you were unable to make out what i wanted to say.
Apologies, if offended;
dated-4/02/2009.
